I’m just a boy
with thoughts and feelings,
hopes and dreams like you.
so as I sit here kneeling,
palms up,
I know what I need to do.

I’m just a boy.
eager to please,
with fears of mine own.
so as I stay here kneeling,
head to the floor,
I wait here for you.

I wait for the sting of the whip
the feeling of impact
your claws that run down
the back of my back.

I wait for the words
the whispers, the tease.
that hold me erect
from you thought out attack.

I sigh for your mercy
I beg and I plead
for you to hurt me
it puts me at ease.

i’m just a boy.
these desires they sooth me.
and both of us find joy
in your sadism.

no mercy.

Esme ~ 16th march 2014
inspired by calming myself down after arguments by simply kneeling and breathing and letting my thoughts flow free.